RECOGNITION

What about the genuine people who did take their own life? They were someone's loved one they deserve recognition too. People battle alot behind closed doors sometimes a lot worse than you could ever imagine. You never know what someone is going through, not just teenagers. Sometimes people just simply can't take the pain they have battled and suffered for so many years that one day they just want to be free, I have mental illnesses and I respect everyone else who is battling a mental illness too. It's hell battling with your own thoughts everyday, battling those voices in your head. Sometimes peoples lives are so bad it really shocks you to find out what they're life was like. My first best friend my first love, killed himself last year and I and his family and friends are still trying to understand and trying to get through life without him. He was a beautiful person inside and out and it breaks me to even think about him now but I'm trying to get by everyday. He was the most special person in my life, we had a history, he was the most honest person I ever met. He did not deserve what he was going through. For as long as I live I will never let him or anyone else who took their life be forgotton about because suicide as well as attempting and battling it some people do eventually go all the way through with it and they are not to blame, they didn't see a way out, they did not deserve what each one of them went through. They were human, someone's son/daughter, nephew, niece, brother, sister, the love of someone's life, they could be the reason someone else is alive today. You just don't know what exactly goes on in someone's life or mind. They are brave I could never take my own life, people do have very serious reasons as to why they take their own life. Everyday their loved ones struggle to get by without them, especially if their loved one found them after they took their life. I simply can't imagine what their loved ones go through, everyday. No matter how much time passes by.

#depression #suicide #death